I don’t think I realize just how much I need physical contact with people until I go months without it. Like when I’m at school I am almost always touching someone. Whether mine and Morgan’s arms are just touching when we sit next to each other, or we’re cuddling to go to sleep, holding her hand, nuzzling Caitlin and Sara, or constantly hugging someone. I didn’t realize how much that affected my daily mood and how now that I don’t have it I constantly want to just be next to someone. I miss my friends, I miss Morgan. I hate that my whole family is so distant. The next four days need to be over. I want to hug my girlfriend.